| Saturday, March 11th, 2006 |
| 2:04 pm |
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| Monday, October 3rd, 2005 |
| 8:18 pm |
what is your problem
What is everyone's freaking deal? We get a three day weekend and I try to get something planned and eveyone is all like "Oh no I am an ass hat and can't do anything because I am a dumb ass that is failing my easy math course and have to work all freaking weekend." So yeah if any of you have plans feel free to tell me. I won't be anywhere. Oh yeah next Tuesday is supposed to be senior skip day. Spread the word. Don't spread it to the faculty dumby. I know I had more to say but that is all I can think of right now so peace out! Current Mood:  horny |
| Friday, September 30th, 2005 |
| 8:26 am |
Well, I am royally fucked. I thought this year was supposed to be a breeze. Instead I am behind in several classes and my grades are dropping faster than... I can't really think of something right now but they are pretty crappy at the moment. The worst classes are Fuchs'. That ass gives way too much fucking homework. He really thinks that it would be great if all of our lives were as meaningless and boring as his. So he just dumps shit loads of homework on us whenever we have any free time. I spent all afternoon trying to get caught up in C++ and I still didn't even get half of it done. I'm barely keeping up in my other classes. Math isn't too hard but I just don't have time for it. I really want to quit Cross Country. I'm fucking injured because of it and I don't know if I will be able to run in anymore meets. I know that if I do I sure as hell won't be fast. And I need a fucking job. I think I have like 50 bucks to my name. Current Mood:  crappy |
| Saturday, September 24th, 2005 |
| 1:09 pm |
Kairos
I'm back from Kairos and I wish I wasn't. Everything was so much better when I was there. I hate being asked how it was. I don't mind answering general questions like how was to food. I hate it when people ask like who cried and why. They know I can't answer that. Not only is that a private matter that they shouldn't be asking about in the first place but they know Kairos is all hush hush. Everyone's excitement should be gone by monday or tuesday but I don't want my enthusiasm to do the same. I really do want to live the 4th. Current Mood:  I need help... |
| Monday, September 19th, 2005 |
| 9:00 pm |
maybe some weed would help.
Well today was fairly normal. Practice was short and very painful. My leg is still killing me and I hate those fucking bitches that say their legs hurt too. When those mother fuckers get 5000 miles on their legs they can complain too. After that I came home took a shower and went to the college planing night at CJ. I purposely did not tell my parents so that I could finally talk to my councilor or a school rep without my Dad talking for me. But they follow me there anyway so I left as soon as I got a chance. Then I get home and they bitch about how I'm not taking college seriously. When they are out of the house I applied some shout therapy. Felt good but then they came home and all that stress I just got rid of was replaced. Fuck it. Kairos is tomorrow. I just want to get all this shit behind me so i can go with a free mind. Current Mood:  enraged |
| Friday, September 16th, 2005 |
| 11:00 pm |
Holy crap you all missed out on one hell of a football game. Yeah, I was shirtless. I was the E this time. Not just any E, but the first E. I got to start ever cheer. It would have been better if we new more than 3. But it was fun anyway. I found out I look good in women's clothing too. Sexy? I thought so too. Current Mood: Fine for now |
| Tuesday, September 13th, 2005 |
| 8:28 pm |
Huh?
So as of late, I've been forgetting things and later i remember and then I forget what it was i remebered Current Mood: bitchy |
| Monday, September 12th, 2005 |
| 8:19 pm |
not again
Well my life is slowly sinking into a boring routine like all the years before. I've already started having trouble keeping track of my days since they are all so much alike. I just wish there was something... anything to break things up a bit. Current Mood: my room is frigid |
| Sunday, September 4th, 2005 |
| 11:49 pm |
I don't fucking get it
During they day people drive on the highway like it is a fucking auto-bon. At night, however, they turn into retards and drive 10 under the speed limit with their mother fucking God damn highbeams on the whole freaking time!!! I fucking hate people. Good night. Current Mood: Don't touch me! |
| Monday, August 29th, 2005 |
| 9:32 pm |
Holy Shit!!!!!!
You won't believe what I just did so I won't even bother telling you. Eat that bitches! Current Mood: my blood hurts |
| Sunday, August 28th, 2005 |
| 7:51 pm |
effing hell
Instead of wasting you time and my time with a long explination, I'll just sum it up in two words. I'm pissed Current Mood: POS |
| Wednesday, August 24th, 2005 |
| 7:37 pm |
This is my school now bitch.
First day of school. Boy did that suck. I didn't get to see most of the friends I wanted to. I'll have to make an effort to hang out with them some other time. I can't believe I already have homework. Not like wimpy crap where it is sign this sheet and cover this book. I have that too but it is actual homework. Naturally I haven't started yet even though I've been home for a few hours. What do I care. I have first period study hall. Current Mood: What to do? |
| Sunday, August 21st, 2005 |
| 2:36 pm |
What happened?
So, last night was something else. Lotta driving.. lotta fireworks... lotta fireworks while driving. It is a wonder the cops weren't called. Almost got chased by the neihborhood watch again. That would have been fun. I love running from the cops. They couldn't find tits in a strip club. Current Mood: sigh |
| Monday, August 15th, 2005 |
| 7:52 pm |
Off the edge of dispair
Off the edge of dispair I see nothing there Just my fears stare Back at my own heat Where it all did start Where hope did depart When my life was changed forever When all of my ties were severed From what is sane, which I was never Though pride be not gone And it sings its song Of the comming dawn That which lies ahead all that is not dead words not yet said A secret sleeping in the deep sea A safe haven where thoughts can run free A place of the mind I do not see Only in my dreams I see what it means The things my brain schemes Current Mood:  cross country sucks |
| Thursday, August 11th, 2005 |
| 6:27 pm |
Fish our of water.
A fish stuck in a mud puddle can do nothing but hope that the waters flood once more so it can escape. Current Mood:  confused |
| Wednesday, August 10th, 2005 |
| 11:50 pm |
Blew off another day of practice to be with friends. Why do I even bother showing up? I always do this. I say I wanna run but then I just skip practices and by the mid season I suck and everyone else doesn't. The weird thing is I don't even like running. I hate it when people ask me why I do it then. I don't fucking know! It's like Nike. Just do it. Current Mood: I'm happy and angry |
| Tuesday, August 9th, 2005 |
| 9:04 pm |
So I definitely blew off the first day of practice to chill at the lake which was a blast. I came home today like 2ish and had breakfast. Then I go to practice and I die. I had the worst case of water belly ever. My stomach felt like the fucking Indian Ocean. It was not a good feeling. I have not been feeling well lately either. I don't know why. It isn't like I'm sick or anything I just don't feel cool. I know I was never cool to begin with. I mean like just being all like "Meh." All I can say is shit around here had better start changing for the better. I can already see my senor year going down the crapper. |
| Thursday, August 4th, 2005 |
| 11:15 pm |
So I was haning around hooters and they were having a water balloon toss. HOT!!! Although apperently big breast is not a requirement to work there. Better than nothing I suppose. Man, I need something to do. I actually went outside and watched traffic for fun. The most exciting thing to report today would be going to the movies. Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy is worth watching. Current Mood: listless |
| Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 |
| 10:45 pm |
Captain's Log
It has been confirmed that Ed, the selfish bastard, will be getting back from boot camp sometime Friday. I have agreed to host his supprise party for some reason. Although he never sent me any letters like he promised, I do love a good party. Anyway it is a secret. Like it matters. No one read this thing except Colleen every once in a while. As long as Chris and Kevin do there part it should be a blast. All I have to do is make sure we have good this time. No one seems to care too much about that. You're not going to eat fucking pizza rolls for 4 damn days. And pizza rolls are not the same freaking thing as hot pockets. I don't care if they were both pizza flavored. I swear these guys are useless. Current Mood:  anxious |
| Monday, August 1st, 2005 |
| 12:22 am |
alone and ice creamless
Well it has been another long and uneventful weekend. I WOULD have gone to the celtic festival which I heard was bangin'! But none of my friends wanted to go and I'd be damned if I go alone. Where the hell are you guys? A whole fugging weekend gone to waste. You all suck! Current Mood: annoyed |
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